The day that tinka gets married and I get a man's voice

Actually I'm not in the mood to blog yet but since my memories are failing me day by day besided the current laziness to blog nowadays I think I better blog now or risk forgetting the details later.So as the 3 readers of my blog may know (1 being the main star) it's puteri's wedding!!The nikah is on the 28th november and the reception is on the 29th.I managed to attend both events but I'm sorry tinka I didn't think I helped much.Anyways I think she looked lovely in both of the events.Everything was so pretty.The dresses,the hantarans,the bride,the bilik pengantin's deco.I manage to record while the akad nikah was going on but I think the mic didn't work when it's zul's turn.While the akad nikah was going on I saw tinka's best friends were holding hands and shedding some tears when it's over.That's really sweet.I didn't shed any tears but it's not because I didn't felt anything but the moment of realization is so overpowering.I just realized that it's all real that tinka is married.I didn't stayed on long after that cause I need to go back home.

On the day of the reception I went to the reception place at around 10.30am with patin.Thank god the weather was clear and not too hot.I think zul and tinka did made such a lovely couple on that day and tinka did look like a princess with the dress and crown.The bersanding session was at 12.30pm which is by far the earliest bersanding session I went to.But I think it's a good planning that way cause then the bride and groom will get to eat earlier and I guess won't feel that worn out by the end of the day.From my observation I think both days went by smoothly.

What's quite unfortunate for me was that I had quite a high fever the day of the nikah and reception.The kind of fever with complete package sore throat,cough,flu and nausea.What's new is that I finally didn't have any appetite to the point that I can't look at foods.Usually I won't have much change in appetite no matter how sick I am.I just ate because I felt hungry but I can't ate much cause then I'll feel like throwing up.I think this is god's way to tell me that I should lose some weight.Furthermore I lost my voice because of the cough.I do realize that for a girl/woman I do have a manly voice naturally so when I have a cough I naturally will have a transvestite' voice who forgot to take his/her hormone pills.But I did try my very best to not show that I'm sick.

Anyway,to tinka:You have no idea how happy I am for you.I know that you'll have a wonderful life ahead of you and I'm also happy that you now has a husband that will take good care of you.While you have such strong support system with you I also hope you know that I will always be here for you whenever you needed me.I still felt guilty though that I can't get you the present I promised but I'll make it up in future Inyaallah.End.

The lovely couple-haih I'm sorry I know my photography skill damn suck


This is the clip I recorded during taklik.



End lagi skali.

muscle

I don't know if I ever tell anyone this but there was once when I was out with my brother we drove on this road where there were electric cable that hangs across the road.You know the type of electric cable that has orange balls hanging on it?Well I don't know what happen to me at that time but when I look at the orange balls I asked my brother why were there so many balloons on the sky that night and they seems to be flying at the same height.My brother seems to be lost of words at that moment.Yeah well that was one of my many duh moments but I'm not here to tell you about my bimbo story.I am here to tell you where my duh moments originate from (Actually at first I thought it was because I felt and hit my head when I was small wtf).You see I know that my mom is a very smart woman but sometimes the way she thinks can do wonders.Last night when I was out with her to dinner, on the way back I had to stop at a traffic light.My mom's eyesight were quite bad especially at night.She was looking at something intensely then I heard she mutters something then suddenly she laughed out loudly.
Turns out she was looking at this rapid penang bus, the type with large windows and the seats were pretty high so we can see it from outside like pic below.

My mom thought that the bus was actually a class cause she can't see the front part of the bus.Then she thought why were there classes at night and she came to conclusion that it's a driving class. It was not until the bus moved that she came to her senses and realized that it's actually a bus.

What I don't understand was that how can she not wonder how can a class suddenly appear in the middle of the road.But then again I have my share of "how can she thinks that way" moments as well.So I conclude that my weird way of thinking is inherited from my mom.

I went for a jog yesterday at youth park and my stamina was so bad that after jogging slowly for about 400m I can see spots and felt like passing out already wtf.Even my aunt in her 60s have more stamina that me.It was pretty hard though jogging there cause it's quite a famous park so there were so many people.I was jogging around a medium sized field and on that field there were people playing boomerangs,2 different groups playing handball,2 different group playing soccer,a group playing rugby,a family playing badminton,children cycling and nearly run me over,a group practicing capoeira,a group practicing wrestling,some kids hanging on a rope like monkeys hung on tree branches and nearly kicking me and some people jogging.I can't believe there were so many activities just on a field and so many things to avoid getting hit from.Oh random.End.

Convo

Hmm I want to update something on this blog but since I don't have anything to write about plus my raya is pretty much boring I think I'll just update on my convocation.I know that it's been 2 months ++ since my convo but I really don't feel like writing anything at first.

The morning starts as usual and since I had to arrive early according to what I heard on rehearsal day so I woke up at 6 then move to MMU at around 7 reaching there 25 minutes later (cause my dad drove so that's why it takes longer to reach).Sigh but then we can only entered the hall at 8.If I know better I would have woken up later and take my own sweet time to get ready.I was pretty much upset at first cause I learnt the day before that they have already set our seating arrangement so the plan to sit with people I know flew out the window and I thought I have to sit with strangers (anti-social anxiety T___T).But then actually people sitting near me are people that I know so actually nothing to be upset about.Then the whole thing starts and *yawn* *yawn* *stomach grumbling* still haven't reach my turn yet cause I was among the few last rows.I have no idea there were so many people taking management or MBA,I felt so boredI  felt like crying.Ok I exagerate cause actually I'm not that bored la cause people around me  including people that I don't even know were so excited taking pictures so the whole time were filled with taking pictures and listening them telling stories.Then finally my turn *hallelujah* so I kept reminding myself don't fall,don't slouch,don't look like you're gonna faint (cause my mom kept reminding me not to fall,sigh my mom don't even trust me) but then I remembered people telling me don't obsess about such things cause you'll end up doing it then I panic for a while and thinking how to unthink back.When I get near to the stage this organizer guy I think fix my mortar board and robe,then my tudung looks horrible *cry*.So fate has it and of course I slouch and I look like I'm gonna faint.The bee's presentation which is the mascot for MMU was very cute though and I felt terharu when I heard the permata dunia song.Then I went outside to search for my family and nobita then take pictures some more then I went back.I wish there were more people that came for me and I didn't have my period pain but I think I was blessed cause it wasn't raining which could dampen my mood.I have no idea what to write anymore so enjoy the pictures below: 

Ps: Sadly I can't find pictures of my complete family together besides the studio pics.Sigh.

Pic 1: Waiting Outside Hall

Pic 2: Inside Hall

Pic 3: This is the day after actually.They wanted to take some sort of studio pictures together but I reach MMU too late and it's already their turn so I missed out *cry*.

Pic 4: Obvious forced smile on the person on the left.Sigh. 

Raya 2008

There will be 2 more days to raya.As usual I will be celebrating it in pj.Similar to the past years,I don't feel excited to celebrate it.I think it's not because I'm getting older,it's just me.Nowadays it's hard to get me excited on things.I do hope that everyone else will be celebrating this happily with your loved ones.So Selamat Hari Raya and maaf zahir batin to all.End.

Just breathe

Did you ever notice that when you drive along a familiar route let's say to your office everyday where you have to go through 10 traffic lights,what matters and determine how the journey will be like is the very first traffic light.What I meant was that if you are lucky and you reach the first traffic light when it is green,you can estimate that you can reach your destination earlier cause chances are the other 9 will be greens as well.Same goes if you hit the first traffic light red,you know that you will reach your destination maybe 20 minutes later than usual cause usually it's gonna be reds all the way.
In some parts of the route,you can see from far the traffic light still being green but as you reach nearer to your dismay it turned to yellow then red and you will have to stop.
You have this slight regret even if you don't want to thinking if only you came out earlier or drove faster or just do something better things could be different in a good way. You know that those that hit green at the first traffic light still face the possibilities of having obstacles in the middle somewhere but you just know that they won't have it as much as you had.You knew cause you've been there.Once you were those having the smooth sailing journey.You kinda missed it and can't help but envy the lucky ones now.You sulk when you see one red lights after another cause it made your journey slower but because of that you finally noticed the surroundings around you.The one that you just pass by everyday and not bothering to look at.It brought out a smile in the end.
There's also the case when towards the end of those traffic lights you can see from far that it is still green and you knew that if you push it a little bit you might make it but you are scared that after all those trouble it might turn red and you were then left disappointed again.You have no idea if it is worth all the trouble.The decision is in your hand.
I guess that's how life is.Right now I am one of those hitting reds all the way.I admit it's kind of draining my energy and emotions and I can't help but wonder how life is in the fast lane.I am no where near the destination nor do I know where it will end but after noticing everything that made up my journey I guess life ain't cruel after all.Sorry if you can't understand all these ramblings.End.