and the heart was torn into pieces

What a sick,sad and depressing week it had been.I hate myself when i'm depressed cause I'm bad in handling depression.I felt like a big hard rock on my chest and it my breathing suffer.Urgh whatever.The weekend had come and gone and nothing productive so far.I surf lots of websites for my assignments.Other than that not worth noting..The goverment had declared that the country is now free from bird-flu desease.Although I'm not a fan of chicken dishes, well I'm glad.I bought a new headphone today.I've been using my brother's since I was alpha I guess it's about time I change it.It felt so weird not having to adjust anything at the volume control panel.Oh yeah........I'm craving for dunkin donuts...the one with the chocolate filling inside and the donut is sugar coated on the outside.Ever had one?It's so good I could have it everyday of course if I don't have to worry about diabetes and whatnots it would be great.Dunkin donut my love come come to me and take my sadnes away.end.

I'm tired.I'm tired of making people mad at me.Maybe my existence alone brought anger to people.It just makes me sad and even more depress.I've go to get this out of my mind.Let me see.I'll talk about the movie I watched yesterday.It's directed by quentin tarantino (however it was spelt), " hostel" and althought there's no element of spiritual or ghosts inside it....it gave me hell of the time when I was about to sleep.I was scared.I can stand horror movies but not stories of murders with so much tortured beings in it.Anyway this story is about a group of doctors who enjoy so much performing weird surgeries.Imagine the usage of drill,chainsaw and basically not the stuffs to have in your surgery room.They will kidnap their victims and while performing this surgeries the victims will be awake and imagine the shrill of screams when their fingers and body were cut with those equipments.well to be honest I shouldn't be so scared afterall since I can't really hear the conversations and the movie was quite dark so there wasn't much to see but yet I'm still scared.I even thought maybe I have some fear for blood but I don't think so.It's just the tortured victims that scares me.Insane doctors.blurgh.end.

well it's been three weeks.lots of classes, lots of assignments in hand, lots of labs.I'm freaking out.The assignments this time around are gonna be so much harder from other semesters.For a starter all my subjects have assignment marks included in the coursework which is rather extraordinary since I don't usually have assignment for math subjects before this.The satellite assignment will be hard with the hardware and the software part..I'm exhausted even thinking about it and I'm scared.The weather has been different.It could be hot and shiny in the first part of the day and it could be raining cats and dogs in the night.Very high potential for having sickness and I can't afford to be sick...I just can't.Anyway just some updates on me.end.

4 days more.sigh.

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burger whitecastle!!!!!!! I want I want

Hmm haven't updated for quite a while huh.Anyway I'm having a sore throat and I'm so dead bored.Maybe this is the after-effect of semester 2.Enjoyed like almost every week that right now having to stay at home without doing anything is unbearable to me.Well I never enjoyed my own company anyway.Hmm the holiday trip was funny to me.I can't remember why we laughed so much but patin laughed a lot.Boarding the train was a new experience although it's slow but we spent the time playing cards which I won most of the time.Haih I know tak habis2 riak.However the time was so limited so there's not much places that we can go to and so much of my plan was reduced.Sorry lah kalau tak fun.I wanna watch Harold and kumar go to whitecastle or something like that on astro now.But of course someone else took over the remote.sigh.I wanna taste the whitecastle's burger too.It look small and yummy.Ooh did i say that I have a flu too?No?well great.I lost my mood ring.Must have slipped out from my finger while I was cleaning my hand.I'm so worried about my result.Damn.Watched memoirs of a geisha with my bro last week.I think the author exagerated on the storyline but of course without exageration the story will be boring won't it.Anyways I wanna watch troy cause someone love the movie so much so I wanna see what's so great about it and man,this week felt forever.Well I know why but nothing I can do about it.end.