The belated birthday of wanya84

I thought I owed a long overdue entry in wanya84.I can even imagine the first line "I know this entry is long overdue but...." then i stopped there.It seems like i imagined that I have to update on something but I just don't have time to but now it seems that actually I don't have anything to update about.Ok this does this make sense,no?ok move on.Hmm The long dreaded presentation of Malaysian studies is finally over.What a sh**ty week it has been.I was down with food poisoning which lasted up till today though I'm starting to regain my appetite back.Damn the kuey teow tomyam!!Then the fever followed by the presentation which I would rather forget and not talk about.Then the scoldings.blurggh.*erase erase*.Well I registered today for my subjects next sem and 1 of the tutorial slot that I wanted was full by the time I registered.I thought that was normal since I was half an hour late so I registered for another slot which makes my timetable looks even busier.Then I found out that the tutorial slot that I wanted has a maximum capacity of 5 people.I mean it's freagging five.Usually the capacity is determined by the size of the class room.I wonder where on earth is the classroom which can only allocate 5 people in foe is.Is there some sort of secret room in foe that I don't know of?or the lecturer decided to conduct the tutorial in the comfort of his own office or pantry?Or this is just some kind of joke i don't get?No wonder it's full.If the 3 of us managed to register for that slot we already cover more than half of the population of the class.And as usual when 1 of us is absent which will result in absetees of all 3,the lecturer will be having only quarter of the class in session.Whatever.Terpanjang lak.Anyway 2 more days to 2006.End.

Birthday birthday

I had lots of fun for my birthday.Although pu3 n patin wasn't with me on my birthday they compensate it with all the plans to celebrate it.Thank u to these lalinks.First the suprise cake i get at anw subang.It was totally unexpected cause someone was angry at me.hehehe.Then the picnic at sg congkak and this time less sesat.bravo patin.However the weather wasn't on our side.It was raining heavily after we took our lunch break.So we decided to play uno which everyone won except someone.Yeah it's just a probability of 1/5 to win anyway and yet i won twice.uisy riak.I get a casing and a handbag.I love them.Turned out it's a white birthday for me.I really need a casing anyway cause my usb port was ruined and I need to remove my cd-burner drive.The handbag is lovely too.Oh yeah I am now so addicted to solitaire.I know it's lame but I haven't played it for so long so it gave a new feeling to me.I'm so not looking forward to next sem.I will face a really busy and pack semester.It's gonna be tiring.The timetable was so pack that I have no favourite day of the week except maybe weekend.sigh.sem 2 gonna end in just few weeks.It will be study week and then finals.Ok first there will be presentation that I have no idea when.So I'll pray hard to god that I can do well in my finals.So goodbye.End.
Word of the day: sepanduk dua serupa (contributed by patin)

So....I'm finally 21.Finally the age where i can vote...not that I'm planning to.I always thought when I was much younger that I wouldn't reach 21.I don't know why but it seems far far away at that time.I do wish that pu3 and patin is here right now with me but they are in an apprenticeship program in upm.Hmm nevermind they remembered my birthday anyway.My family isn't here too.huhuhu.It's ok though cause I have you.You who gave me ralph lauren blue.I luuuurve it.I have been wanting it since 2 years back.I finally got it yay!!.Thanx for all the suprises too......it is perfect to me despite a few glitches but let's not talk about it hehehe.Thank you for all the wishes everyone.So no birthday cake but nevermind I had it every year anyway.If I could make a wish they'll be a lot of it so I'll just make my everyday wish......for everyone around me now will still be with me in perfect health and condition till the day i die.Right. so out of idea and hungry so end.

What does it feel to be missing someone so much but u know that there's no way possible u could see him/her again.No way possible when u are alive that is.I've been thinking a lot of my late grandpa lately.In other words i missed him so so much.I don't even know why the thought of him keep on crossing my mind for almost every day since the past weeks.Since I lost him when I was 15 I did thought of him from time to time but not as much as these days.I'm sure most of us have lost someone dear to our heart in our lives.I guess no matter how much I missed or feels like seeing a certain someone just for one last time I guess I just hope that he's in a much better place now and for the ones that I'll miss if I won't be seeing them again.....well it's just best to savour these moments while it last.

It seems to be difficult updating this blog once a week.blank *sigh*It's not that my week has been boring and all about routine.In fact I did lots of things this week.Not that it have anything to do with school work but heck it's fun.I bought a ring with the trimonkeyz today.The mood ring.It's like uber cool.It change colours each time we wear it and it does change according to our mood.Or mayb that's what it wants me to believe.Ok so i guess it's not that cool to only find out about it when i'm 21 just like finding out that a frame can be positioned in different ways.Right now the ring turns blue which means i am despair.I think the ring has got life on it's own.No,that's crazy thoughts.(but maybe not that crazy afterall).Someone once asked me why didn't I write just everything that happens to me.For instance the fight i've been through in exact clear words.I just don't feel safe letting myself open up so much.which in a way defeat the purpose of having a blog.Last few days i try to think about what's going to happen 10 years from now.Will the people I'm close with now will still mantain the same level of relationship with me or will they just cross my mind one day and all that i can think about is that "oh yeah I used to be close with him/her".And so that's a sad thought.I did lost contact with some friends who used to be my clique in school.For that I blame me.In the end I guess it's not something that i can answer.It's just something that needs time and some effort to get through with.end.