dreams

I know I always always have the tendency to have weird dreams one after another but usually these weird dreams are not repetitive.For this whole one week I've been having dreams of me chasing after something.Like today I had a dream of me rushing to board a plane but I missed it.Last night I dreamt of chasing after a bus and althogh it's not repeating very similarly but the pattern is there...chasing and missing opportunities.I can remember all these dreams because for these whole week I woke up panting and feeling troubled.I even googled on meaning of dreams but actually I think I already know what triggered these dreams.Anyway end.

ISWAK

Wow what a reunion week.First the trimonkeyz reunion after 1 whole year of not sitting together for a chat then today meeting patin and naz again.It felt nice to talk for hours and forgetting all worries just for a short while.Anyway I watched a taiwanese drama recently tittled 'It Started With A Kiss' (Iswak).Most of taiwanese dramas were actually made based on mangas so it can't be helped that some of the scenes in the dramas were somewhat anime-like but sadly most of the taiwanese dramas incorporated too much of these scenes that it became unrealistic.It's the same thing with Iswak just that I don't think there's too much of these scenes and the storyline is quite nice.Why am I writing about this drama?Because I think that this is one of the most entertaining taiwanese drama that I have watched beside Meteor Garden. It's so funny and sweet at the same time and I just love how the director didn't exagerate much to show these sweet scenes but it still left an impression.The story is about a girl who was forced to stay in the same house with the boy that she have a crush on but had rejected her earlier after her house collapse because of an earthquake.The storyline is quite ok if we were willing to overlook some parts like the parts where the girl kept on tirelessly chasing the guy for years and showing so much efforts even though the guy kept being mean to her.I was tired just by watching it but I perservere cause I wanted to see the happy ending.Another thing that really annoys me is that this girl's dreams and ambitions seems to just revolve around this boy for eg:if the boy wants to be a doctor she will be the nurse.I really don't get how one can live their life based on others way of living no matter how in love we are with that person.Sigh but then I guess there's no perfect story afterall.Sigh agak long winded and pointless this entry.End.

2008 wrap-up

Usually when the year ends I would make an entry on the summary of what happens on that year but there were more things happening in the life of a fly than me so I don't think there's much to write about. However these are some of the things that hapen this year:

1. Four of my cousins got married this year after the 7 years drought.Althought I don't really like changes and things do change a lot between you and people when they get married but hopefully we won't have to wait for another 7 years before someone else gets hitched.

2. Tinka and Alma get married.

3. I just realized that there were so many people left and right who gets married this year.No wonder my mother's friends and relatives suddenly wants to matchmake me to their sons *sweat*.I thought it's because of my age,must be because of all the vibes.

4.  I had my convocation.

5. So many heart breaking moments.I learnt that although living in denial is not the best thing to do but maybe that's the only choice when some things are hard to say out and not within our control. It gets even more heart breaking seeing someone else being burdened and saddened by it.

I guess that's all.I don't have much hope but may 2009 be a better year.End.

birthday'08

My birthday came and gone yesterday.Thanks for all the wishes but I must say the funniest would be patin's.Masa I baca your message patin I was sleeping but even in my mamai-ness I can totally tell that you lied when you said that ugly betty and gossip girl would be cancelled.If it's just ugly betty alone or some other show maybe I would have believed but gossip girl is like one of the highest rating show now.But good effort though haha.Actually a few days before my birthday I thought about my birthday and I honestly think that I wouldn't mind a bit if noone remembered my birthday for this year.I just thought maybe if noone remembered I can pretend that it never happened and that I'm still 23.I don't mind the getting a year older part I just mind the not achieving anything part.When I look at people close to me everyone had achieved something.Patin has this career that I think she like designing walkie-talkie? and stuff,tinka already has a husband and a job that I guess she likes too,nobita might not like his job but at least he is moving somewhere trying to change his life,even huda will be starting her housemanship soon and although she said it gonna suck but at least she has something to look forward to.And then I look at me.

Oh well enough with the emo stuffs.Alas although I don't mind people forgetting my birthday but people still remembered so I guess that's what I have for now...people who actually cared enough to remember tiny details like this for me and that is something to be thankful about.End. 

drama

Last weekend was my cousin's wedding and man it really worn me out.I helped with the preparations since wednesday and up till the really last minute it wasn't done even though I think my cousin has started the preparations since 1 year ago.If people thought tinka is perfectionist enough they definitely haven't met my cousin.Needless to say so much drama rama,so much works and so many feelings hurt.I had to temankan my cousin during her make-up sessions and they are nobody else there since she was dressed up and made up at home so I had to do the running around settling stuffs which resulted in my aching legs today.5 of my girl cousins and me bought the same kebaya to wear to the reception cause we had to I think walk behind the flower girls and the bride and groom to walk up to the dais but since I had to be with her up to the time she entered the dewan I was late and missed the plan but I don't really mind that.The dais in my opinion is really pretty.The deco for the dais and hall was designed with garden theme.My cousin hired a gamelan group to play for 2 hours during the reception and I think it's a cool idea.After the merenjis session I went to eat with the make up artist and we chatted a bit in which she taught me how to make up as well.I went blank all the way cause I can't understand what she says and it shows apparently.During the preparations I chatted with the groom friends cause they were noone else at home during the make up session and I thought it will be weird if I ignore them.Right when we entered the dewan I completely forget how they look like so I just kinda ignore them when they say hi.Sigh memories of a goldfish.Anyway below is the song that was played during the cake cutting session.I think the song is kinda sweet

End.