yet another post u don't wanna read

For some reason,I felt depress today.At first I thought it's because I'm at work when everyone else are enjoying their weekend but it's not.I was browsing some sites today,just some stuff that I considered of doing in future recommended by my colleagues and I realized that I have no confidence in doing all that at all.It just hit me that I have no clue what I'm gonna do next in life and even when I have a slight hint I really don't think I can do it.When have I reduced myself to someone who worth nothing at all.Nowadays instead of getting mad when people scold me on not doing my work right I just thought yeah when have I done anything right anyway.Up till when do I need to keep doing this job.This job where human treat others like they don't deserve to be treated at the same level as other human.I know that probably most people my age are still finding their directions and as clueless as I am but I don't know,I just can't explain how empty I felt.The feeling of being a failure,I don't want to feel this anymore.Probably I'm feeling like this cause of my headache since the past week now.My vision is deteriorating ever since I started work and I have to really really try hard to focus on words on screen to be able to read it.But when I did that,terrible headaches start coming.Seriously hate this.Probably I need to get my blood pressure checked.I think it's causing all this.End.