human nature?

If there's anything that sicken me more than working itself,it will be what I learnt about other human while working.It really gets on my nerve how some people particularly asian who I contacted with succumb to the idea of worshiping the westerners as if they are god without any force in this 21st century after the imperialism have left us so long ago.I guess the brits did a really good job last time brainwashing us with the ideas that they are better in all sense and we the asian just can't do anything right.We might as well not get our independence if this is the way how some asian are thinking.There's this 1 particular case where there's a singaporean who asked for some assistance and she said she didn't think us malaysian can solve her problem and she asked for her issue to be directed to the new zealand site.We didn't even had the chance to even look at the problem yet.Further communications with her were full of her scolding on and on about how we didn't know how to do our job but once the mat saleh called her she suddenly turned soft and all her anger vanished.I don't even know if she realized that the new zealand guys and us malaysian are all in the same company.It suddenly make sense to me how my fake australian accent garner me more respect than when the times I talk in my usual way to some people over the phone just cause maybe they thought I'm from the western country.These people who look down on the asian are asian too mind you.I guess maybe their boss should just replace them with a westerner instead since to them the westerners do a better job anyway.Maybe that's what it will take to get these people to be more respectful to other.I'm not saying that all asians are capable of doing good jobs neither am I saying that they can't but whatever races people are if they are willing to lend you some help shouldn't they deserve some respect and acknowledgement?Seriously,some human just don't really deserve the life they are living.

On a happier note,congratulations pu3 for delivering such a precious baby to the world.Welcome to the world little zara.I was gonna upload the picture I took earlier on of her but I didn't even upload it to my pc yet but she is sooo comel I felt like kidnapping her.End.

the draft that make it

Seems like I left this blog for quite some time already but it's ok fatin lagi lama.I honestly wrote a few drafts before but I didn't get to finish it either because I was too distracted/too exhausted so sleep early/too emo so all of them weren't published.But no loss knowing me the posts must have been filled with angry writings anyway.I should really buy the miss emo t shirt if I found one.I'm not even sure if this post would made it either.Life have been same old..... ok actually it have been more difficult lately at work but I'm currently on the effort of taking things the way it is and stop being so angry when things don't go my way. I have also come to terms that being angry over others selfishness just gonna make me sick. So right now I'm distracting myself with other things namely project nippon, sometimes I'm worried if we planned too much or being too organized on things but there's no choice, planning is a must and it's fun anyway.I actually have lots of worries clouding my mind now but I realized worrying don't get things solved, only if I do something about it then I deserve the right to wallow in self-pity.

I honestly have a very very bad habit of not answering emails and sms and I think some people are growing tired of it so I'm sorry.It's especially since I started working if I get any emails and sms while I'm working or after work I would only remember to reply them a few days after I get the emails or sms so I just don't bother sometimes.So my resolution from now on is to answer anything I get on time and answer phone calls even if I'm already asleep.So random.Ok end.