raya' 09

I hate it when the pc was spoilt I seemed to have a million things to blog about but when right now, I can blog as much as I want I forgot everything so this will be very random.

Oh selamat hari raya to everyone.I am honestly rather sad that ramadhan was over like in a blink of the eyes cause I actually enjoyed working in ramadhan month.I don't have to think about my lunch,I get to leave work earlier,there seemed to be iftar outings with different people every week and of course the 1 week break for raya.Besides, because I was too hungry and tired most of the time I can seemed to ignore all the things that usually could annoy me otherwise. But of course good things have to come to an end.This raya has been quite monotonous,I really can't remember anything other than eating every 5 minutes and sleeping in between.I know it's not healthy but it's my break.

Oh I brought the kids to petrosains on the 3rd raya and my god it seemed all the schoolkids in malaysia decided to go there on that day too.There were so many people and I have to fight my way with other kids to let my cousins play the games that they wanted to play cause other kids kept on hogging the games.

I worked on last Saturday and guess what after half a day only I realized that I wore 1 side of my sandal different than the other sandal at the other feet.No wonder I felt imbalance when I walked cause the sandals have different heights fml.

I really don't get why my mom's friends kept on wanting to matchmake their sons and me.Their sons are around my age for god's sake let them choose their own la.Thank god my mom isn't the kind of mother that agree to things like that.Err this will be an abrupt end.End.

so where's the renzo

This is the worst week ever so far and I am not even exaggerating.First the people at work that left me frustrated and angry,then missing the flight when everything that can go wrong went wrong that day and now going through the worst interview ever.I went through so many stages only to be told the first thing when I went to that interview room that neither my personality nor my degree suit the post.
The person interviewing don't even want to listen to what I'm saying and apparently everything I answered was wrong.I went through so much hassle only to be told that I was wrong no matter what I answered.I am angry not because of knowing that I won't be getting the job after all but I am angry that the job built up my dad's hope.I am freaking sick of disappointing my dad.Just don't freaking call me for an interview if my degree is not suited for the position. So yeah maybe I'm being a drama queen now maybe but just let me be selfish for a while and whine. I'm not gonna cry anymore cause I cried so much before this that I can even build a dam with all the tears.
Back to square one.No plan,no hope.End.