2008 wrap-up

Usually when the year ends I would make an entry on the summary of what happens on that year but there were more things happening in the life of a fly than me so I don't think there's much to write about. However these are some of the things that hapen this year:

1. Four of my cousins got married this year after the 7 years drought.Althought I don't really like changes and things do change a lot between you and people when they get married but hopefully we won't have to wait for another 7 years before someone else gets hitched.

2. Tinka and Alma get married.

3. I just realized that there were so many people left and right who gets married this year.No wonder my mother's friends and relatives suddenly wants to matchmake me to their sons *sweat*.I thought it's because of my age,must be because of all the vibes.

4.  I had my convocation.

5. So many heart breaking moments.I learnt that although living in denial is not the best thing to do but maybe that's the only choice when some things are hard to say out and not within our control. It gets even more heart breaking seeing someone else being burdened and saddened by it.

I guess that's all.I don't have much hope but may 2009 be a better year.End.

birthday'08

My birthday came and gone yesterday.Thanks for all the wishes but I must say the funniest would be patin's.Masa I baca your message patin I was sleeping but even in my mamai-ness I can totally tell that you lied when you said that ugly betty and gossip girl would be cancelled.If it's just ugly betty alone or some other show maybe I would have believed but gossip girl is like one of the highest rating show now.But good effort though haha.Actually a few days before my birthday I thought about my birthday and I honestly think that I wouldn't mind a bit if noone remembered my birthday for this year.I just thought maybe if noone remembered I can pretend that it never happened and that I'm still 23.I don't mind the getting a year older part I just mind the not achieving anything part.When I look at people close to me everyone had achieved something.Patin has this career that I think she like designing walkie-talkie? and stuff,tinka already has a husband and a job that I guess she likes too,nobita might not like his job but at least he is moving somewhere trying to change his life,even huda will be starting her housemanship soon and although she said it gonna suck but at least she has something to look forward to.And then I look at me.

Oh well enough with the emo stuffs.Alas although I don't mind people forgetting my birthday but people still remembered so I guess that's what I have for now...people who actually cared enough to remember tiny details like this for me and that is something to be thankful about.End. 

drama

Last weekend was my cousin's wedding and man it really worn me out.I helped with the preparations since wednesday and up till the really last minute it wasn't done even though I think my cousin has started the preparations since 1 year ago.If people thought tinka is perfectionist enough they definitely haven't met my cousin.Needless to say so much drama rama,so much works and so many feelings hurt.I had to temankan my cousin during her make-up sessions and they are nobody else there since she was dressed up and made up at home so I had to do the running around settling stuffs which resulted in my aching legs today.5 of my girl cousins and me bought the same kebaya to wear to the reception cause we had to I think walk behind the flower girls and the bride and groom to walk up to the dais but since I had to be with her up to the time she entered the dewan I was late and missed the plan but I don't really mind that.The dais in my opinion is really pretty.The deco for the dais and hall was designed with garden theme.My cousin hired a gamelan group to play for 2 hours during the reception and I think it's a cool idea.After the merenjis session I went to eat with the make up artist and we chatted a bit in which she taught me how to make up as well.I went blank all the way cause I can't understand what she says and it shows apparently.During the preparations I chatted with the groom friends cause they were noone else at home during the make up session and I thought it will be weird if I ignore them.Right when we entered the dewan I completely forget how they look like so I just kinda ignore them when they say hi.Sigh memories of a goldfish.Anyway below is the song that was played during the cake cutting session.I think the song is kinda sweet

End.