Le sigh

Read this :

A.n.w.a.r kreatif cipta kontroversi

and quoting kj: ‘Saya sendiri tidak menolak kemungkinan Anwar sendiri yang menyuruh pembantunya itu membuat laporan polis dan ini adalah satu taktik konspirasi beliau untuk meraih simpati orang ramai,” kata Khairy.

Le sigh.Why la si mat rempit nie so "smart"?Who the hell would create a story of himself sodomizing other people just to garner sympathy?If he would want to garner sympathy wouldn't he be making allegations that he was the one being sodomized instead?Si rempit nie must be thinking that everyone else is gila glamour just like him.

And this : Accuser a v.arsity drop-out

Honestly, which varsity dropout will still foolishly goes to a dpm asking for a scholarship?Le sigh again.These people wanna lie also pandai-pandai la nak lie and cover up their act.This one story pun ada something wrong.
And you would honestly thought that these people would have managed to come up with something more creative.

*biggest rolling eyes in the world*.End.

My Best Friend's Wedding-Part 1:Alma

I divided the entry for my best friend's wedding to parts cause I have more than one best friend so this is my first best friend to get married.When I think back why la bother divide to parts kan nvm malas nak delete.I'm still adapting to the idea that she is now married.People who knows me will know that I'm pretty protective over my best friends but I think that I was probably most protective over her back in school.I remembered the times when I composed lies for her to tell the teacher in case she's in trouble and listening to her complains on people that she don't like when we were in college.I remembered once she asked me to call her enemy to ask that person to stop bothering her and although I found that rather childish I almost did it anyway.I really pray that she can blend in well with her in laws and find married life a bliss.So when I was about to go home from her reception and saw her teary eyes I knew I had to walk out quickly or else I'll have teary eyes too.However the bride still maintain very pretty.But overall I'm glad I went to her reception cause I get to meet my schoolmates back in school.I think the last time I met some of them might be after spm.That was ages ago.Strangely although we haven't met each other for so long there were no awkward moments.We can't stop talking and laughing from the moment I sat down to the moment we say goodbye.Anyway here are some pics I took.



#1:The whole gang+bride+teacher #2



#3 #4

Pic #2,#3 and #4 are my closest friends back in school.First time get to meet all of them in one place.Anyway end.

Chaos

My mind is a chaotic place.Whose mind isn't right?But I for one knows the reason of this chaos.Expectation.A high expectation to be exact.I always have an expectation that if I do something for someone I will get the same in return when I needed them.I know this might sound selfish and I had tried to change but it's hard.I tried to be a giving person who doesn't expect anything in the receiving end but as I said it's hard.When I don't get back what I have given knowing fully well that if another person faces the same situation I will jump right out to be there for them, it frustates me.I know that it's better to have a low expectation so if I do get back the same thing in return it will be a really pleasant suprise and if I don't get back I won't feel dissapointed over it.But it's hard to have a low expectation on people that matters to you.I have very low expectation on myself though.I guess that's the reason why I am such a failure now.So now what I'm gonna do is when I do anything for anyone I will not expect anything in return.If I do not receive anything I can just shrugs and go on with my life minus the dissapointment of course.It's kinda noble too.And the saying "what you give you get back"?, well it only works when you did bad stuffs apparently.*shrugs* Life goes on right.End.

memories

I was driving around KL Central yesterday's evening and the colour of the sky at that time reminds me of the trip to penang.I guess maybe because the time I was there was around the same time that we were at kl central to board the train.I miss trimonkeyz so much.I mean I miss all three of us sitting together for a chat.I did see you guys seperately but I can't remember the last time that we get to gather to chat or eat.So in conclusion let's go for a holiday together sometimes in future okay trimonkeyz.End.