Goodbye?

It's been 5 days since I moved out of the hostel in cj.When I left the room last saturday I didn't felt as sad as I thought I would have felt.Probably it's because I'm not the one graduating cause I have another semester to go and probably I had already felt sad few months before that so I guess the sadness reduced as time goes by.However,I woke up yesterday feeling heavy at my chest.I dreamt about the Penang trip and at the end of the dream while I was saying goodbye to everyone it felt sad.I don't know when else will I be seeing the trimonkeyz but I don't see this as a goodbye.We'll part our ways but I hope our friendship will not end.To the trimonkeyz, I will always be here to share your sadness and happiness whenever you guys needed me.I put up a short vid clip below since I'm too lazy to do my FYP. I know the song didn't really fit in but I wanted this clip to be a short one and this is the shortest song in my collection.(Read: This clip will take some time to load so be patient).End.

If you would have noticed in the newspaper today,some womens' organization and I must say a very angry one at it demanded some male MPs public apology on the issue of they saying some insenstive remarks to a woman MP in parliament.What I know, if I'm one of those male MPs, I would have apologised the very next day that I utter those words.Cause you see, woman could be bitching about one another everywhere and anytime of the day but when one of them were attacked or insulted in such ways from men, they would all unite and would not rest until some actions were made against those people even if staging a protest is what it takes.I'm amazed that those MPs that were "not so bright" enough to say all that risk themselves to look even more stupid to wait this long to just say sorry.I mean for goodness sake just lower down your damn ego.Then, there's another MP who commented saying that women shoudn't get angry because it's just a play of words....not the best things to say I guess.I mean dude, you are not in this issue so how about keep your mouth shut to be on the safe side?I pitied the wives of this people.I wonder what kind of "play of words" might they have said every day to their wives.I've never seen my dad saying any insensitive remark such as that to my mom.It wouldn't be a play of word anymore to them I think if a woman MP say such belittling things to the male MPs' package, if you know what I mean.I hated politics anyway.This is the first entry and could be the last that I would put on politics.Maybe this anger just came from my PMS.After all, us women do "leak once a month", are we not?

Expectations

Last night I finally watched 'Before Sunrise' which was a romantic movie after putting it off for long.I was hesitant to watch it at first cause i'm truly not a fan of romantic movies minus 'pretty woman' of course.To me romantic movies can easily gone wrong without a good storyline.I mean they tend to be too sappy and lame most of the times.Maybe I'm not a romantic at heart, but I think most people have the same thoughts with me.Before sunrise suprises me.The story is plain and simple,two strangers met on a train and spent a day together that ended with a lot of meaningful conversations and a great connection in the end.I think their lines are intelligent and both Ethan Hawke and Julie Delpy acted really well too.Sigh if i were to met with a guy that I can have a connection and great conversations like that with i would be marrying him right away.I think it's just the nature of woman to love having smart,meaningful conversations.It doesn't need to be romantic and sweet just something that we can relate to will do.But then again, it's unlikely anyway that I'll be having any conversation at all with a male stranger on a train or any mode of transportation at all.I finally met the AA today.Suprisingly he didn't apply his bashing method now.Aik did an alien abduct Dr. C?Never mind I like this Dr. C more.The SV from my training called and asked me wether I would like to join his company.I have another one semester to go so I escaped.I actually thought that he called to give me the allowance that he promised me for working on a few projects there but so much of hoping, there were none.I didn't want to asked him about it because I knew his answers and excuses anyway.So rather than asking him which I think will end up with a quarrel in the end,I'd much rather save up my energy.Well nevermind, I don't expect much from him anyway.Training there has really opened my eyes and mind to not expect much from people.Hmm anyway it's study week again....toodles!End.

Celine: Have you ever heard that as couples get older, they lose their ability to hear each other?
Jesse: No.
Celine: Well supposedly, men lose the ability to hear high pitched sounds and women eventually lose hearing in the low end. I guess they sort of nullify each other, or something.
Jesse: I guess.Nature's way of allowing couples to grow old together without killing each other.
- Before Sunrise

Happy happy birthday

Today is the birthday of my budget-handsome brother so Happy Birthday abang!!

It's 3 am and I felt like blogging again.After a few days of holidays and the cleaners are having their holidays too the hostel is in a mess.The toilets are dirty.I even found chicken bone stuck at the sink of the toilet.I'm really bugged when people left their plates or cups in the sinks after using them.I mean the toilets are not your kitchen.Why can't these people just wash their plates directly after using them instead of leaving them at the sinks for days.There won't be any maids around to help washing it for you. And those people that don't even bother to throw away the leftovers of their foods in the garbage bins lagila teruk.I mean dude where the hell did you get the idea that the sinks at the toilets have grinders.The leftovers would still be there until someone removes it.Another thing, why oh why lah some people are so inconsiderate to throw away their rubbish other than pads in the sanitary pads disposal bins.Because then the bins would be full and the pads would then overflow.Frankly, it's an ugly sight unless you are a psycho that have obsessions with used pads.Eww.Don't even get me started with people that left their "souvenirs" in the toilet bowl.Haih.Enough of the anger.Ok although this is totally late but I would like to wish my nobita and my ikan patin a belated happy birthday.Love u guys shoo much my shayangs.(percubaan menjadi teenager zaman kini).Oh I wanna post this song too.I can't seem to get it out of my head so I'm spreading the happiness around.I love the chorus so much.End.

Six weird things about me

I just remembered that getting tagged by patin.Frankly, I think it's kinda hard to know what's weird about us unless other people point it out cause all the weird things are considered normal to us right. But anyhow, here goes:

1) When people said really mean stuffs to me, usually I would have the feeling of arrows been shot right to my heart.I could feel the pain.So what I would usually do is to go to a hidden corner and take out this imaginary arrows.Although this may sound silly but I do really felt much better after that.But this don't always happen to me since I'm not really a sensitive person so the words must have been really mean for me to felt that way and it's rare that people said those things to me. I had never told anyone about this since I'm afraid that people will find me weird so I think this deserves the number one spot in this tag.

2) I have the gift (or a curse?) to sleep anywhere I want and anytime I want.I can even sleep while I am standing up. If I'm in a class where there weren't much people and i am expected to pay attention I would resort to sleeping with my eyes open.No kidding.I can even have a dream or 2 while I'm at that. The only times that I would have hard time sleeping are when there will be an early exam or lab the next day or when I'm super nervous or sick.The only art that I haven't master yet is sleeping while walking.Tried it once but thought it's too dangerous.

3) People who knew me will know that I'm not easily bothered by little things. What I meant by little things are stuffs like having things sorted out in a certain ways or having my shirts ironed nicely.Those things don't bother me much.What bothered me a lot are pen that wasn't closed properly or if it has cap it wasn't put on properly after using it cause then the inks will dry out.I just have a thing with stationaries.It would bug me so much that when I'm in a situation where the unclosed pens are not reachable by me I'll imagine having long hands that can reach out to put the caps on properly (with a click mind you).

4) I don't know how to tell stories properly.People will usually be lost in my stories cause I'll somehow jumbled up the parts of my stories.I said weird weird stuffs too all the time. I don't find this something unique about me but bimbo-ish instead cause the things I said or asked were illogical sometimes. I think maybe the way I think is somehow in different angles with other people. I know this annoy some people but I can help it.....it's just me.

5)I love to laugh a lot.It's just that I don't usually laugh at the same time and intensity with the general public like patin said.Whenever I went to cinemas I would be laughing at those parts in the movies where people won't laugh and I didn't find the parts which can make the whole cinema laugh funny.I'm always the odd ones.So whenever I found something so funny like the roll-on the-floor-with-tears-in-eyes-because-of-laughing-funny and told some other people about it I usually get those polite smiles or sometimes no smile at all.

6)I'm an animal magnet.Be it insects or just any kind of animals.It's like anywhere I go even with a group of people the animals will instantly come to me.I guess maybe they can sense the fear in me.Or maybe I have this animal-ly scent.Sigh.The thing is animal freaks me out.So I consider this a curse.I have encounters with bats twice at the places where I shouldn't even find bats, found birds that look really weird sometimes, and have cats coming to only me for foods all the time.So it's actually a good thing that I'm not an outdoor person otherwise I can't even imagine what will become of me in the jungle.

I'm supposed to tag other people but like other tags i'm not tagging anyone.Feel free to do it if you felt like it .End.