Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all muslim readers and Happy new year 2007!!!!
May this coming year be a good one for all of us

Oh I wish to write an entry as a closure for the year 2006 but the thing is that I kind of forget what are the significant events in 2006 so it's rather hard to write.So I think I'll just write some of the things that I've done for the first time and some of what I had in mind.

1)PCD Concert!!!!!I think this can be count as an event that highlights my year.Afterall it was my first time going to concerts by international artiste and I'm glad I went there with my girls.

2) Went for a scalp treatment for the first time.(So how come I'm still a botak tengah now)

3)Oh yeah practicals.I can't say it have been nice all the while for me but as painful as it is to admit I have to say being there taught me a lot about life and prepared me to face the reality.At least when I started working and if I have to face the same things I will know what to do next.It taught me to not have high expactations on people and be thankful for what I have now.

6)I moved from townhouse to hostel which was ok with the bittorents and all.(But I think all of us can do without the souveniers left in the toilet bowl)

7)I saw one of the 7 look-alikes of me and it's in MMU.Although some said I'm not unique anymore because of this but I found this very amusing.

8)I think a guy thought that I'm a pervert because I saw him half-naked.(Sorry to the guy in brief)

9)One year of endless quarrel with nobita (boleh kira significant ke?).Tiring, but somehow now when it gets harder to meet the nobita it felt like some part of me was missing.

I can't remember my resolution for last year or if I even made one.I don't plan on making one this year but since I did stick to the 2005's resolution I think making one for 2007 won't hurt.I discovered that while doing industrial training, I can be quite mean and bad tempered sometimes when I chose to.I'm no saint but I know for a fact that's a part of me that I really need to change.Besides,I really hate that side of me.I hope I can cut down on being self-centered and think about other people first in all my actions.Oh yeah,the worry freak thingy have done it's time so I shall let it go and have a more easy breezy life from now on.I think it does made people annoyed with me sometimes too.I wish the trimonkeyz will still be in contact even when the distance separates us in future and I'll try to make an effort to be as close as in the past with my good friends back in school since I think the distance do in some ways drift us apart.

Well I think 2006 wasn't a good year for me,most of the things I've planned wasn't going on smoothly and some just goes down the drain but nevertheless I know that this will be among the years that I shall miss.In 2007 most of the engine people will have graduated.Although I look forward for the ending of studies and starting of a new chapter in life but I know that it will be very sad when the time comes so with a heavy heart, farewell 2006.

*cue the sobbing sounds*

I think I can count myself lucky since although in one night I can have about 3 different dreams in average, I have the ability to just change my dream whenever I felt like it.Mostly when I'm too scared or too angry in my dreams.But last night I can't.I dreamt of my grandpa.I've dreamt of him like thousands of times before.Most of my dreams consist of just our conversations which always ended with him leaving me to go to somewhere far.Yesterday I dreamt of him and another person.Someone that will left me devastated if she ever leave me.I'm so worried of my grandma.She seems so sick nowadays.I didn't talk much with her cause I can't understand what she says.The stroke have cause her some difficulties to talk and damn I felt bad about it.If I can just give up some money to make me not have these kinds of dreams anymore I think I would.It's just so depressing when I woke up and knowing that I can't see him anymore.End.

22

So I turned 22 today.Not much to blog about.Just getting older by another year anyway.I guess as we grew older birthdays don't seem to be so important like it used to.But I am happy that I lived to see this day.Alhamdulillah.Well it's good enough that some people remembered today as my birthday but for some that I was kind of expecting a wish for days like this and didn't get one...I do wonder if I did lose these people as friends.Do I sound childish?Yeah I think so too.Anyway how do you celebrate your fridays?I chose not to take a bath in the evenings of fridays while many other like patin slept later than usual.So what's your way of celebrating.Anyway thanx for the wish for those who did.Oh happy holiday sophisticated mama.May you have a safe and an enjoyable trip.End.

Random

Usually along my journey back to Penang,I'll spend the whole journey thinking on how the last semester had been.I'll remember all the fun stuffs as well as the times when I was really down.On my last journey back I thought about the whole 5 years I've spent in MMU.It felt so hard to believe that it had been 5 years.I remembered all the new and fun stuffs that I had done,all the friends that I've met and parted and everything else.I just realized I'm so easily pleased and amused.I guess that's the good thing of being not exactly poor but not rich neither.You tend to appreciate more all the small-small things around you, the sweet taste of the 20cents candy,the feeling of being at home wrapped in a blanket with a milo on a rainy day.Those small stuffs that kept you happy.You do want more in life but if you can't get it...well it's ok.I guess that's another blessing in disguise of seldom getting things to be your way.When you had one thing that goes according to your plan unexpectedly,regardless of how tiny a matter it is.....the feeling is so indescribable.The tingling feeling of being happy.Anyway this is just a random post.The things that I thought about now.No point at all.I just missed the trimonkeyz I guess.You guys were in my dream last night.Although it was a nightmare,you guys were there.Oh and it's friday.End.

Urgh

I'm in Penang.Ahh I haven't been home for so long that my mom might have rearrange the furnitures a few times while I'm not home.Yesterday when my sv scolded me again before I went back home, I answered back to him.The thing is that usually when I answered back to his scoldings,he'll just ignore me but yesterday he seems like taken aback by what I said.His facial expression changed.I should know because while saying that I was looking directly into his eyes.It bugged the hell out of me the whole day.I don't know how do I turn out to be so mean.Maybe I am mean this whole while.Regardless of all his scoldings,well I shouldn't have sunk in to his level.My god....I never realized that I am such a mean person.I must have hurt so many people without me realizing it.I can't seem to fully enjoy this holiday because of this incident.It's always like that.After I've said something that I think will hurt the other person,I'll be obsessed about it the whole day until the moment I apologized.I'll be thinking about that person's face while I say what I said and I'll be worried the whole time.Only this time it bugged me more because I don't wanna feel this way because this is the sv.He started it first,it's totally not my fault and I don't even like him.So why am I feeling so terrible right now.Ok now I'm starting to sound childish.Urghhh.Anyway if I have hurt any of you people who are reading this blog,I'm so so sorry.I can't undo anything I've done.I just can say that I'm sorry.End.

Penang.....my lovely penang

Nothing much to blog about this week.I'm going back to Penang tonight taking a self-declared holiday tomorrow.I'll be in Penang till next monday since the whole selangor gets a holiday on that day to celebrate the sultan selangor's birthday.Oh I love sultan selangor for having his birthday on monday.Actually I should thank the state council of selangor right since my bro said they are the one that set the date for the sultan's birthday.Thank you the selangor state's council.I felt a little bit guilty for taking the day off tomorrow but look at today,I just came to office with nothing to do and I just spent my time browsing blogs and online news.......rather than doing that tomorrow I would rather be in penang.I wanna visit the new mall in penang and eat lots and lots of foods.I gained so much weight nowadays and would be gaining more.My plan to go to the apartment's gym proved to be just hangat-hangat chicken shit.The thing is that I ate a lot and I don't ned to walk so much plus I have too much of sleeps.No wonder even on those days that I don't have any work I still felt so tired and restless.I've been havin weird dreams nowadays.Even more than usual.hmm.....that's all I guess.End.