Kill Bill

And he did it again.The SV I mean.I actually had better impression of him this week but by yesterday, again,he scolded me for something that he didn't asked me to do and expected it to be in front of his eyes the next day.Yesterday even worse,he scolded me and the other trainee in front of the client.Imagine that.How humiliating.Even the client have to pretend not listening to the scoldings.So unprofessional for someone who work for so long.Right at that time I have an image of killing him "kill bill style" in my mind.So I started praying silently "Dear God,please give me the strength of refraining myself from killing him till the end of these 12 weeks".Note that if he's ever found dead, don't blame me using this blog as a proof cause trust me there are lots more people or woman that wish him dead.No wonder none of his assistants or secretaries last long with him.I believe by the end of 1 year all of them will be all so desperately trying to find new jobs.He treated those under him like s**it man.Ahh whatever.This hatred can't stop accumulating.Can someone who slept for 9 and a half hours still be sleepy the next day?Maybe for lazy bums like me.I was so sleepy while driving my way to the office everyday.I do have enough sleep everyday.I have no idea why.Anyway enough of the anger.I have bore most of you by now with stories on my sv.And I don't even like him.Sigh.End.

Manic Monday of the 7th week

No more goss ms tinka.At least not yet,it's just monday anyway.But as people says no news is good news.I hope the workplace will stop being so "interesting" anyway.Last weekend my parents came from penang and we went to Istana Budaya.The "pi mai tang tu" theater is now showing and my dad, a big fan of theatres and anything that have to do with entertainment decided to bring all four of us there.I think it's a good show.I watch that show since small and yeah I kinda missed it.It is a musical, so all the cast have to sing a few songs and as a singer they weren't that good but as entertainers,well they were great.Listening to my parents trip to europe, I now know why odd and weird things happen to me all the time.It happened to both my parents too.Their adventure, if they filmed every second of it can well be fitted to a comedy show.Now I know where I get those genes or luck from.I'm becoming more and more a mixture of both of them.In the past I always thought that I'm more like my dad cause the things that he did are the things that I would do given the same situation.But now I realized I'm a mixture of characters of both my parents.Though I'm not so much of a people person like my dad or as bold as my mom,I'm becoming more and more like them.I hope I'll become a people person like my dad.He can make people felt so warmed up and comfortable with him with minimal effort.Anyway that's an update for a monday morning and ms. fatin you too have a blog in case it slipped your mind again.hehe.End.

P/s:Oh yeah I thought of buying a camera but not the expensive2 ones la.What criteria should I look at and which brand in the market is better?Fatin or anyone yg expert about cams please answer untuk kesejahteraan kita bersama.

negative energy

It's only 6 weeks and I have scolded my sv twice.Actually he scolded me first then I felt so annoyed that I scolded him back.Totally not something I enjoyed.It just ticks me off that he have to blame it on someone else when things don't work out.Bleh.Whatever I just have 6 weeks left.Ooh I have this like gossip that is rather disturbing about the sv so pu3 and fatin if I didn't manage to tell you guys through chat remind me to tell you guys when we met again alright.Actually not so panas just a gossip that I wanna share.Last 2 days there are these guys that came to repair my pc cause it's quite slow so it could be virus.Trust my luck with pc huh.Then they like totally have no idea on how to repair the pc.You know it's fine with me since I don't expect them to know everything anyway.What really makes me really angry is that they actually spoiled my pc even more making my pc can't even access the net.Then went they gave up and went back that guy actually call my sv saying that he can't repair the pc because I don't tell him how to.Such nerves.I mean in the first place why should I.I wasn't the one paid to repair the pc.Secondly,do anyone really think that a person that ask what's the function of a switch and repeatetively asked me how to fix this how to fix that would succeed in repairing a pc?It's not just that, this guy actually mock the way I talk.I was so pissed off that whenever he asked anything I just rolled my eyes in front of him then finally I said with a not so sopan voice but with a smile "interesting yer awk tanya2 sy camna nak buat keja awk padahal awak yg dapat duit tu nanti.Macam tu baikla sy buat kan".Interesting enough he went silent after that.Like a miracle...I thought he would never stop talking.He must have though I'm a little ms. arrogant mc-bitchy.I really don't wanna be rude but seriously mocking the way someone's talk at work is so childish.Unless he's a 2 year old trapped in a giant body then I have nothing to say la.Good luck to the future gf of his if he'll ever gets one.I would rather marry a llama than someone so incapable of anything.Yes I'm so pissed off.Mainly because he spoiled the pc and now I'm internet-less.I have to use other's pc when there's no work.I think I need to learn kick boxing la.So much negative energy.End.

P/s:Oh I've already told puteri so fatin u next

Oh I intended to blog yesterday but I slept earlier than I expected.I'm staying at my auntie's house in these 12 weeks.She stays in an apartment where the kitchens are facing the laundry room of the other apartment so we can easily see the other house's laundry room if we open the window.Last Monday while I was cleaning the dishes I saw a not so pleasant sight.......a man in only his briefs.I had catch him a few times before that.It seems like the time that I clean the dishes is the same time that he will be in the laundry room.So when I saw him,I was thinking not again...can't he at least close the window.I didn't realize at that time I was still looking at him.Actually I wasn't looking at him but into space but it looks like I'm staring at him.Right at that time,he turned back and catch me looking.I should have close the window at that time but I don't want to make it obvious that I saw him so I just pretended to continue on washing the dishes when there's no plate left.Now,I think that he'll have 2 thoughts in his mind when he catches me:
(a) I'm a pervert.
(b) I'm a pervert who can't get her eyes of his hot body.
(c) I'm not a pervert but I just can't get my eyes off his hot body.

At least I know that option (c) will be right since the guys that I know seems to have very high self esteem so I assume all guys do have very high self esteem.The thing is that he do not have a hot body.At least not to me.If it's James Lafferti he might catch me even drooling over him but unfortunately he's far from that.....like alaska far.I'm on the other hand is embarassed.But I thought it's ok, it's not like I'll saw him anymore cause I had make a mental note to close the window next time.Of course today he went into the same lift as mine....with only me in it.I was so embarassed I felt so tiny.I do not have anything to hid me so I pretended using my hp while waiting for him to say "hey....you're the one (pervert) who was looking at my hot bod right".Ok he didn't say that.Yeah it's malaysia anyway.Thank goodness.So that's my story and take note that I'm not a pervert.End.

best regards

I started the day with a cat that tried to scratch me because he/she thought that I'm harmful.Shrugs that's life.I started work this morning with some works compared to other days where I'm free and don't have anything to do.Yesterday I received a parking ticket that cost me rm30.Remember I don't have enough coins to pay for parking yesterday.Sigh.Thank you lalink patin for the info anyway.Hmm not much to blog about.I have been sending e-mails the whole day yesterday that I even dreamt typing best regards the whole night.End.

Tuesday

Oh Tuesday pulak.Seems like I'm updating this blog everyday.After talking to a friend I think working here isn't all that bad.It could be worse.Now I think I'm slowly getting used to this.Btw,Is it possible to withdraw money at the bank and get it in terms of 50 cents like that?I'm having a hard time paying for the parking since I need to pay in 50 cents.How la?How does the people at shops and warungs always have changes to give us the customers?I guess the customers pay them in cents.End.

Manic Monday

It's Monday again.Sigh.Still no work handed on to me.I really have no idea how will I get through this 3 months with no work.It's really dreadful going through day by day.Today is the first day for classes for MMU-ians.I can't believe I'm saying this but I wish I'm among those that have to go to classes and labs.U know it's kinda fun going to classes come to think of it.Though one thing that I'm quite grateful of by having to work here instead of penang, is at least there's someone who cheered up my days come weekends.Besides,being here I have my aunties,my grandma and my bro to talk to everyday instead of in penang where there's only my parents and they too slept very early during weekdays.My friends in penang mostly are still studying in kl or selangor which just left huda who study even in weekends.Eh but then,the IPTAs are having their holidays soon right.Nevermind,I'm already here anyway.I wish I'm among those who says that they enjoy their industrial trainings.Well there are 10 more weeks to go through; hopefully at the end of the days I would say that these weeks have been fun (though I doubt it).I guess I should really stop looking at my watch.Time past by even more faster when we stop counting right?End.

Routine

My parents are flying to Europe tonight.huhuhu I wish I can have holidays too.It's really boring doing the same thing at work everyday.Somehow through all the years that I felt the days can't go by any faster,these days seem to be very very slow.Perhaps the agony of waking up early everyday and going through the same routine is taking it's toll on me.I'm still not used to this.No idea when I'll be used with this.The colleague is fine and I can talk about serious stuff with her (yerla serious stuff cakap pasal artis or kutuk supervisor saja),but I really missed not doing anything and waking up late and having the power to choose wether I wanna go to class or not.I think by next week I should be used to this.My days can't be more routine.I woke up,pray,bath,watch MHI,went to office,listen to the radio that coincidentally play the same track everyday on my way there,be in the office reading the same things,went back home,watch orang gaji 41 if still sempat,then take a bath,download stuff in my bro's pc,eat,watch tv and by 10.30pm sleep.The next day do all over again until friday then weekend yay.Yay for weekends.I guess this is how it felt when we start working.Usually I don't really give a damn about weekends cause sometimes weekdays are treated like weekend too.I'm not a fan of routine now.I just decided.I missed penang really.I haven't been home since the last 2 months.Haven't met my friends in penang for ages.Weekend come on come on.End.

Urgh

I felt so relieve after the session mengutuk supervior with my colleague.Really pissed off with him yesterday.I know that he's sick and possibly having a bad day but why la suddenly nak blow off plak.I didn't know that for some things I have to know and learn by hard because he didn't say it to me earlier then suddenly he asked and of course I don't know how to answer.Then he started to raise his voice and I started to raise mine.What an ugly sight.So pissed off.Then he took me out to meet some client.The parking is so full that I have to side park the car and of course I have no idea how to.So I asked for his help.I hate asking for help when I'm angry at that person.Really frustating.Thank god industrial training is a pass/fail subject otherwise habisla.Though everytime I get angry at him,he'll go quiet and all but I really hate getting angry at him.Startla buat muka kesian.Urgh.End.