I haven't been updating for the past 2 weeks.Come to think of it...it's quite impossible to even do anything with a monitor's screen that look as close to being shut.But now I have a new monitor but not for long. I have to return it back to my bro end of this sem.You know I did thought that when I dropped my FYP I'll finally be at ease without worries on anything since one load is postponed till the 3rd sem but now with all the depression I'm feeling now I think I'm just a worry freak.There are thousands of things on my mind (it will be million of them if I were to take my FYP) and I can't solve not one of them.I wish I could.I'm not that good in the luck department.I've been missing them for quite some time.I will always instead get things that I don't want.But to make things worse I think I'm a complainer.I'm not as strong as I think I would be, so I dwell on my depression.I hate those things about me and I've been trying to change since.At least I have a good family and friends and I'm not staying in the war zone.Thus I've always admired patin.She wasn't that lucky neither but she hardly complain.So unlike me.Sigh.Anyway that's all folks.End.

sickly sick AAchoommm!!

I'm sick!!Sorry I don't mean to whine.It's just sucks to be sick on my midterm break with all the workloads.Somehow I always get sick when I came back to penang.Fever,headaches,chest pain..u name it I got it.I have no idea why.It's not as if I'm returning from overseas...it's CJ for goodness sake.Anyway yesterday I manage to buy an mp3 player (512 Mb),a thumbdrive (1Gb) and an original ink cartridge for my printer for a minimal cost.That's quite an achievement.I usually would rather opt for the ciplak ink cartridge but the ciplak version for my printer's model isn't out yet.Which I think is about time since it's not a new model anyway.The mp3 player that I bought was the cheapest in the pc fair.I used to have one but it got stolen so I think if this one get stolen too at least I won't be too sad.I'll still be sad but last time when my last mp3 player got stolen I was more dissapointed because not only that I really love it,it cost me quite a fortune too (at least for my standard that is).On a much unrelated topic, I miss nobita badly.End.

Birthday birthday

This entry was supposed to be written yesterday.Anyhow,Happy Belated Birthday to my dearest princess Puteri Sharina Shaharudin aka sophisticated mama.May this coming year filled with success and fun (llike of course,duh *pop bubblegum*).Finally after so many trials which results in failure this year fatin and me manage to suprise her.Of course it came out as a suprise to me too realizing I bought the wrong thing when she opened the birthday present from me (maybe I'm a bimbo afterall....bolehla masuk jessica simpson's club).Why did I make such a big fuss over just the success of suprising her?Let's take a walk along the memory lane shall we...

1st try: [Alpha year,2002]-I make some plans with some friends to gather at a spot in front of one of the complex in MMU melaka, I think to suprise her at 12am.Being the planner,of course I have to make some calls and receive some from my friends on that night.So,it's not a bright idea ain't it for me to lepak at her room when it's nearly time.But that's what I did.And of course she gets all suspicious when I have to go in and out of her room to talk.There was a friend back then who I really despise so I put on another ringtone for him....and he's invited.So I get really annoyed then that almost spoiled the party too.

2nd try:[Beta Year,2003]-I screwed up even from the start since I knew that fatin bought her a toe ring and when she wanna bought it ,one time when we went out before her birthday I don't even know how to stop her so I get really annoyed and she knew there and then that one of us bought her that ring.Then when I went to fatin's room to wrap her present,I left my monitor switched on so pu3 saw the message from Fatin asking me when I'm going down to her room to wrap the presents.When the day of the suprise came I misscalled zul to ask their whereabouts so pu3 saw my name on the missed calls and know something was up..and of course she saw our shadows creeping up on her so she end up with a big laugh.Suprise suprise.

3rd try:[Gamma year,2004]-Nothing happened.Because we don't even try.We were so frustrated with the beta year's suprise failure that we didn't attempted anything.We just brought her out for a dinner.

4th try:[Delta year]-This time she didn't suspect anything until the pizza that's supposed to be her birthday cake was delivered late and accidentally sent to her first not to the people that's supposed to suprise her.

5th try:[Epsilon year]:SUCCESS first time!!!Of course partly it's because this is the smallest party for her with just me,her and fatin.But nevertheless,it was a success.

It's kind of sad that this will be our final year and this time, next year pu3 and fatin will have graduated so it'll be quite hard to make any more suprises.We'll maybe living far from each other but anyhow pu3,I really hope u enjoyed the suprise yesterday.Although it's not grand or anything but we did it with all our hearts.If were given the chance to choose another best friend for the past five years and more to come,I would have chosen u all over again.Have a wonderful birthday.Love u lots