23

Oh I should sleep now.But just a birthday shoutout to a certain somebody.For the "konon-Brad pitt-lookalike" Happy 23rd Birthday!!!! wow sudah tua ok.saya muda remaja lg.Thanx for being my anti-depressant,my sugar rush and my stand-up comedian each time I needed those.Sorry takde present lagi.

P/s: luv u

seeing double?haniz junior woo woo freaky

When I was in campus today while having dinner I saw something really interesting .I'm seeing double of me.There's a girl in MMU that look so so much like me.In each and every angle.My dressing,my style even the so called "default" face.I think she's younger than me since I just saw her just recently.This explains everything.Some of my friends in Melaka said when I had left the melaka campus they saw a junior look-alike of me so they thought that I was back in Melaka and on another different occasions I thought some of my friends here in CJ having hallucination of me when they say that they saw me when I wasn't even in campus.Oh I really wanna know this girl's name.Although it's kinda freaky but I am excited.It is said that in this world we will have 7 look-alike but in my wildest dream I never thought 1 of them will be so close to me though pu3 and me have always been mistaken as sisters but I don't really think that we look similar.Oh I wanna sleep.end.

ulcer........as always

I'm so so tired.This just had been one of the long days.I wanna go out and have nice foods.can i?Ooh today there's a lot of kids....school kids in mmu.I have no idea why.MMU have too many functions for me to keep up.It's good sometimes to see these kids.It reminds me at this stressful times of why I so wanna be in university.Back when I was in school I was so excited of the thought of finishing school and just going to any colleges or Us'.I thought college kids are cool.They don't have to carry the heavy schoolbags that give my hunch back now in which resulting in my very bad posture.Believe me I know that.Right now when i'm in one, I can't wait to just get out from here.Actually it's not that bad really.It's just like how I thought it's gonna be.The freedom to go out anytime I want,the freedom of missing classes and the freedom to choose.I love it.Only that I never thought that it wil be this hard.Of course I've never thought of designing a cansat back then.Ooh anyway why are kids nowadays getting smaller, generation by generation?Especially the boys.I can't remember the boys being that small during my time in school.They were always bigger and taller than me.My bro have always been taller than me ever since I was born up till now.So much taller.Well it could be because I have always been the short one.Always the girl in the first row in class and the one that people always thought the standard one girl even when I was in standard 6.It's ok it gave me some advantages.end.
p/s:ulcer ulcer go away

stoopidd

Sigh.I'm so down and felt so stupid.I get so so so low in my xm and the thing is i did study.It could be that either I didn't study enough or I'm just plain stupid.Maybe I'll opt for the second one.There are a lot more dissapointments ahead I can visualize.This is just the start.Sigh.And the assignments wasn't done yet.So so sad. .I need to get away somewhere far from all these alone.End.

So ;


         Your true color is Green!
You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

        What's Your True Color?
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I wish i get a red or white.Nvm though just a test.end.

I desperately need a holiday right now.I desperately need entertainment.I desperately don't wanna be in cj.sigh.

I don't know why I'm blogging right now.Oh I ate banana pie just now.Banana pie is the lurve ok.It felt so nice having it in my mouth I wish the moment could last longer.I wish I could be with my grandma right now.She seems weak n sick.I'm worried but with the exam and assignments I wish I could slot out some time.This sem is what I would label as a nightmare except at least in nightmares I could just wake up from my sleep and everything will be over.sigh.I just wish I could turn back time to when I was in school when everyone was there and healthy.It seemed like just yesterday .I wished it was just yesterday.I'm just bad at handling stress.I should really get a self-help book.Actually I just wanna have a long talk.With people from the past perhaps.My old friends perhaps.It always worked.I always get the comforting and calm feeling.Anyway,end.

I'm just tired.Just plain tired.As always.Maybe I should take some kind of supplement or something.Last 2 days my mom called me and she said that 1 of my relatives passed away.Somehow in these few years I keep on losing one by one people around me.I tried not to think of it but this recent lost reminded me so much of my late grandpa.I seemed to think about him a lot these days.I guess that's how hard it is to be missing someone u could not see again.I met my academic advisor today.Thank God the torture is over.At least for this sem.Lots of things to settle but my mind keep on playing tricks on me.Ok my memory seemed to deteriorate more and more each day and that's bad because it's holding off my work.I think there are just lots of things in my mind.My god i think I have blogged the same entry at least about 3 times d.How boring.This blog is boring, Stop reading.end.