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Friday, September 16, 2005

Hmmmm....there's something that disgust me more than looking at a tenggiling that is knowing someone who claims to be a Malaysian but when had the chance to reside in other country,this country once called home seems poorly managed and horrible.I've known a friend that gets an opportunity to further her studies in a neighbouring country.... it's great news but what really disgust me is how she turns out to be this racist and have this sentiment of anti-malaysian when she herself is a malaysian herself.I mean I can't claim that I am truly happy on how our country works...I'm sure noone can claim that they are truly fulfilled except maybe PM and even he himself wants some things to change but I 've never gone as far as to bad mouth my own country and thus worship just a land that without a magnifying glass is just a small dot on the map.I know for one I don't discriminate ppl on their races so please don't steorotype my race as being the forever ungrateful lazy community.Ok enough about that....Read this.Ok this story makes me even more disgusted that seeing 100 tenggilings.It's so beyond disgusting and i'm too lazy to find the word in the dictionary.I mean come on la kan guys...we are civilised ppl ok have some respect la on woman.What if your mom or sister goes through this takkanla happy kan.urghhh.It saddens me even more that most of the guys acting this way are malay guys.Note that I'm not being judgemental and thus discriminating malay guys.Even if i want to, I can't since my brother and dad are malays but then this is being said through my observation.Wooing girls by trying to have personal contacts (eg:raba2) or bersiul2 at girls don't turn a girl on ok.Even if u are as handsome as brad pitt we will still look at u as a scary irritating annoying pest who deserved to be jailed.So back off.I'm not in a running to be a female activist here but as a woman i wish to spread the message....again BACK OFF.Note that i don't say all malay guys are like that just some kampung rempit guys yg tak reti bahasa jer.
Just a thought.....wah angry nyer aku
Get my midterm marks....arghh .......God help me

Thursday, September 8, 2005

I've been tagged .Yeah thank god.... puteri had started the sound effect *pschhkk* once again.I know most ppl hate history lesson so bear with me for a while....

20 years ago,1985
I was barely one year old.Since i can't even remember what happened this evening i should be given the nobel prize if i can actually remember what happen back then.

10 years ago,1995
I was nearly 11 years old.etto....What i can remember is that i was quite small for my age.I was always in front of the line.I fought everyday with my bro and some of my teeth got squashed by playing with him...okla i'm accident prone.I also remembered giving my dad quite an unpleasant suprise when i return home with blood on my face and body resulted from a terrible fall in school.I joined some weird clubs which up till now i can't figure out what was i'm thinking back then (Read:the kungfu cub and the safety road club which activity consist of going to the road looking at cars..yeah it exist).Had 2 best friends (Huda and Alma) who helped me out a lot in school.I'm famous for being the blur and forgetful girl and still am up till now.sigh

5 years ago,2000
I was a 16 years old chubby young girl who's afraid of the weight scale.Since it was just after pmr i was just having a lalala time.All i can remember was going to school and having cold sweat and goosebumps each time it's add math period.My class get a really fierce teacher who turned out to be one of the best teacher in my whole schoolling years.I'm still ordinary and blur.I had my real first crush (tolak the crush on celebrities la).I had no self confidence on my appearance and certainly wasn't the center of attention.I know sports wasn't something i will ever be good at.I learnt hokkien from my friends since ppl still thought i'm chinese even with my baju kurung (blame the sepet eyes).

3 years ago,2002
I started a new life in mmu.I was in my alpha year.Made some awesome friends that make the life far from my family bearable.Freedom at last!!!I'm not sure how but i had so much energy then contradict to what i thought first that i'll be a loner spending most of my time in the library.nerd la konon.I still remembered feeling suprise that the shopping complex in melaka was so small compared to penang but melaka was a nice place.Forced the rest to watch lots of horror movies with me and was a frequent visitor for the bubble tea stall in mp.<>

Last year,2004
Lost a friendship...get my heart broken into pieces.Still held on to a much stronger relationship with trimonkeys.I am still a struggling student.Found out that i'm actually a stressful person and i get so tense up when it's final exam time woohoo (sound effect tidak kene).patin got her car so we spent so much time and money enjoying life.Thank god they are food-lovers too.Always pokai for spending so much money to try on foods at new places.My first experience living in house instead of hostel.Started to gain more self-confidence.

This year,2005
Still having so much fun.Although studying is really tiring for me but i know i shall miss these times.At least i know this will be so much better than having to work.When else will i have the options to sleep as late as i want and skip class when i feel like it.Wanya84 was launched and I'm now a blogger who read her own blog over and over again....skali lagi *takde life*.

Next year,2006
I want to see fireworks please please.Hopefully i'll be in my final year busy doing my fyp and my practical.I hope by this time i can control my temper and not known for my blurness.

10 years from now,2015
I'll be 31.Hopefully by this time i'll have/be:
- my desired career with a good pay of course.
-Married to the most lucky guy on the planet (yerla since he's married to me kan.....hakhakhak) and have cute,well behaved kids.
-A proud owner of a beautiful car and a cozy house.
-Can afford to send my parents on holidays and get them whatever they want.
- still have my best friends around me to keep me sane.hehehe

Okla dah abis.
Ok I'll have to tag someone else now but since i don't know if there's anyone who'll read my blog so ppl feel free to take this meme if u happen to read this or if u want to.

Tuesday, September 6, 2005

*wah...tiba2 ja ada kotak byk2 atas nak letak new entry nie...weird weird [iklan]* Anyhow i have no intention to insert a new entry here since well nothing much happen anyway but since the ms- konon- tinkawonka keep on doing the soound effect *pischhhkk* pestering me to put an entry so here it is.I realized the last few entries in here were all depressed and sad and yeah angry.So i shall put something happier to read about since i think life is ok now.etto.I submitted 2 of my assignments so what a huge relief it is.1 more to go then final.One more month to ramadhan.Well i think i am looking forward to it since it will be 1 full month of fasting at home.Lots of nice foods.nyeh nyeh.However i shall miss dearly the experience fasting at mmu.I think the 3 years that i spent fasting far from my family was actually fun.Although i can't have a full table of foods here but searching for foods at new places for bukak puasa was fun.Heck even sahur and going to classes in hunger was fun to me.(jauh di perantauan...cewwahh).It is afterall such sweet memory and not something i could buy anywhere else .It will be another 2 years fasting as a student of mmu (hopefully) with F.W.K.M.S.Oklah enough about puasa.lambat lg pun.Last night patin need to send some of her stuff back home.So after going back home as usual we go for a hunt for foods.We want to try the foods at the much talked about foodcourt "My friend's corner".Sadly when we get there the place have changed it's owner thus the change of the stalls and it didn't appear inviting to me.So we go to NZ and ate ice-cream goreng.weee.Okla even though i'm not suppose to eat anything cold but takpela.Erm...I think that's all for now.Puas hati tak cik tinka.chi chi chi chi boing boing.....And thus i shall read my blog over and over again...takde life i know.thank u.end.