I'm sick.Yeah what a perfect timing.I have 3 assignments n 1 lab report in hand n i'm sick.I'm so emotionally unstable n what's worse is that i can't think.I've looked at the assignments questions n i'm blank.sigh.I'm sick that i'm whining right now which makes me pathetic and i'm sick that ur sick of me.What i need right now:
-All my works done
-my health
-some medicine (panadol soluble)
-a doctor?err....i guess that can be ignored for a while
-100 plus
-my mom
-my home
-someone,anyone i care about with me right here right now
again.......sigh....
*pardon me i'm quizzical*

I'm supposed to be very very busy right now and what i need right now is more than 24 hours in a day but still i can afford to lose what i have in hand to put in some words in this takdela-cool blog which the reader consist of only me.daa.I'm tired...really really tired.I've been studying for the past few days for this subject which i have a midterm on this wednesday.However what's sad is that i know i'm still far from ready to face the xm.Oh to add more to it,my toilet sink is broken and my tongue hurts like hellMy heart beats so fast thinking of the amount of works waiting for me.2 assignments which i haven't really started which are due next week.1 of which seems almost imposible to solve in one of the parts.Yeah.So, for now i would like to take this opportunity to thank right from the bottom of my heart to the ever gagap dr.C for making my life as miserable as he could contribute in.And though i know i'll be getting very low coursework marks resulted from the *&@#$% midterm and the equally *&@#$% lab...he really did touch my heart with his cruelty .End.

Wow lots of things happened this week.So much so that i'm in the state of i guess denial and frustation on the world.Stability certainly isn't what can describe my state of mind and feeling.I've always known that when i grow older thare are a lot of things which i will have to learn and responsibility which i have to bear but i don't know it will be this much.For even though i'm as a muslim that believe in fate,qada' and qadar... this are just some times which i can't help but to question god why this god why this!!My mom always says behind every things in life though how painful and sad it could be there will always be a certain reason behind it.Allah is indeed fair.So i'll always hope i could find the reason of all these and just endure the broken heart..end.

It's only last saturday that i wrote about my mp3player n how much i'm in love with it.I never thought that by today i would have lost it.Yeah i'm sad...devastated might be the correct word.I never even get the chance to use it yet having just taken it out from it's box.I haven't even get the chance to show it off.I wanted to use it when i'm walking to campus alone or when i'm studying or when i'm in need of a flash drive.Though i have the feeling that something's gonna happen to the mp3player.There's always something that happen to things that i put so much feelings in it.It hurts damn much.I know it's cheap n it's not an ipod or anything but it came out from my own pocket money.I acted like a kid who just get her toy when i first bought it.I guess it will be another year till i can save enough money to buy me another one.tulis ni pun rasa nak nangis.haih.end

I finally get myself an mp3 player...woohoo.okla just a cheap one but anyhow it came out from my saving when i was in school so it's really really precious to me.It will be so much better if it's an ipod or the cute mp3 player with panda design which caught my heart earlier but i love mine too.Anyway mawi won!!!yeay kalau tak menang buat rugi jer undi.He just have this x factor that makes him so likeable.I wish i have his x factor.Going back to cj tomorrow.This holiday definitely felt like 1 of the shortest midterm break for me.Nevermind though.end.

Erm cameron highland is fine.It's a nice trip indeed....so relaxing and to me the bus and the apartment weren't dissapointing.They were great and worth the  payment.Thank god everyone was happy at the end of the trip.I'm also thankful that even tough there were a lot of changes in cameron...more buildings and development have been made the air there is still cool and refreshing.It gave me the calm feeling and made me forget all the problems i had in mind.Anyway congrats to patin who organize this trip....good job dear.I love sugar coated strawberry.I haven't been sleeping for the past 24 hours and i had a flight to catch so imagine how blur i am at the airport.I can't even walk straight and find my directions.Thankfully enough someone was kind enough to stay with me till my flight and took care the checking in things for me.Otherwise i might even miss the flight.Anyway today is lalink pu3's birthday.I wish i could make a tibute for your birthday just like patin's but i forget to bring home the cd for photos.Sorry dear.So to the one and only princess who have been my bestfriend,my housemate,coursemate,my gelak2 mate,my tutor and a lot others but most importantly the sister i never had who've been with me through my high and low times...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUTERI SHARINA SHAHARUDIN aka sophisticated mama...ekekeke.May god bless u always.may u always be happy,may our friendship never dies and love u lots....