Another earthquake occured yesterday since the former black sunday.It's intensity is about 8.2 scala richter....quite a big one i guess.I was sleeping at that time but i'm not in my deep sleep state as i was supposed to study.Suddenly i felt like someone just shook me.I know i was supposed to be homealone so imagine how terrified i was.So i ran down though knowing nobody was home.When i reached downstairs i saw pu3 n how glad i was.Assuring myself that i was imagining things i get a message from my friend.Turns out everyone experienced it as well.Slightly relieved that it wasn't a ghost trying to wake me up.My parents and bro tried to reach me but the line was kind of bad at that time.hmm it was devastating knowing somewhere far from here there are ppl probably killed by this earthquake.It was more devastating learning this might be signs from the mighty god that this could be the end of time for human.On a lighter note,gone through my mockmeeting yesterday and man i have no idea my english could be so bad when i'm in my nervous self,I kept on forgetting words but what's past is past.I'm just glad it's over.Gotta study.tata for now...

yay....pc dah beshh....Finally after surviving 1 year with yellow screen now i can finally have a normal screen and my dvd-rw is installed.....nak burn byk2.All thanx to amir.I owe u one .Not much happen today except the day went by with me eating a lot.Went to subang in search of a new place to eat but ended up eating in pizza hut which we can easily get in alamanda.Then at night went to F1 serdang.U see we have to eat a lot to calm ourselves for tomorrow's mock meeting.Since it have already been 2 years since i last did my presentation so i am currently dead nervous for tomorrow.Please please god don't let me go blank tomorrow...Anyway still happy with my pc....ngee .Oh btw...finally clean up my fan so best la nk tido...hihihi

Went out today to pcfair to buy my dvd-rw to replace my dvd player and cd-rw which are so screwed up.Yes my computer is falling apart.Can't wait to test them out but i have to first figure out how to installed it in....erk.Just now met up my parents who are now in kl because my dad have some kind of meeting i guess.U see I have always wondered how did i ended up growing up in total blurness.From school up to now ppl have always remembered me as the blur girl .Tonight i finally found my answers.I blamed it all in my genes .One such example: I was telling my dad and my bro about the F1 which i saw last weekend.(side note:How ironic it was as at that time i was eating in F1-the restaurant of course).Anyway I was telling them about this new indian driver and how i saw some of his supporters turn up at the game bringing the indian flag.Then my bro told me that this driver felt at home in malaysia since he saw lots of his supporters and anyway the travelling time between india-malaysia just ammount to 2 hoursMy mom obviously not interested in the conversation suddenly interrupted "2 jam pegi india naik kreta ek".The table suddenly went silent and burst into laughter.Aiyoyo mama camana la nak travel 2 jam pegi blk india naik kreta...balik penang pun 4 jam and in the case of last raya haji it took me 8 hours to travel from penang to kl.If from my mom's understanding we could travel to and fro india-malaysia for 2 times using the 8 hours .Hmm the students in india must have all the pleasure going back to their hometown despite studying abroad more than me huh.Another thing i discovered was my "peka-k" gene is also inherited from them.Trust me in my family 2 persons could be saying different things but the converation could still run smoothly.Yes definitely it's inherited......(Yeah i know i know about the genes inheritace..i took bio too.Just agree with me will u ).Anyway got to stick up to my plan on studying.ngee .nite blurry....

There's one thing that i just don't and won't get.Why does lizards or any kind of crawling insects love to be dead so near to me.It goes way back when i was in standard 3.... i remembered trying to grab my pencil or something i needed from my school bag and guess what i grabbed?A dead lizard.I grew up picking lots of other species of animals or insects which preferred to be dead when i found them.In my alpha year i found a lizard dead under my table..my beta year another one of its own dead next to my cpu and now and let me specify today i found a lizard dead in between the corners at my door.Now this is a tough one...we had to scrape the lizard and god that was disgusting.No I had nothing against lizards but i don't fancy the slimy being either.So please mr cicak and i'm begging please choose other place to die or commit suicide next time around.sankiu....

Tired....Hungry....Just spent 11 hours at sepang watching the F1.Takdela 11 hours tgk but the journey to and fro there adds up to the 11 hours la.Despite my tiredness i am honestly really excited of the thought being there.If only i get the tickets when i was in form 3 when all the craze for mika hakinen started...wow!!!*gleefully grinned* I still support mclaren mercedes although they are quite behind in the ranking for f1 but what the heck....kimi raikonen rawks.The thing that i loved most about f1 is when the drivers have to do their pit-stop..seeing all the mechanics work as fast as they can...coolness!!There were some action on the track when mark webber's and fischella's cars collide with each other.I think their cars were on the lead at that time.The action i had with patin not on the track was when we had to smuggle our tidbits inside since outside foods are not allowed there.But we had to since the food inside expensive giler.We were blessed to sit beside an uncle that looked so passionate for the game that it lifted our spirits.The not so fun part of today was that i had to walk approximately 5km to the main road to wait for the bus heading to klia.Imagine me walking 5 km..I took the public transport there to cut off some expences and because of my seat was quite far from the main road the shuttle bus was quite filled up when it reach my stop.So we decided to walk.. little that we know it gonna be that far.I get really worn out since the only things in my stomach are just water and twiggies.Takpela it burnt the calories i gained from the makan besar at hartz chicken yesterday.When we finally reach the bus stand it was so cramp up with human that it gonna be hard for me to wrestle with the rest of the matsalehs that's definitely bigger than me to board the bus.So we had to call up cik tinka to fetch us...sankiu darling.Anyway i had fun today despite emo sbb lapar.Loved ur company cik patin.Lets pray i'll get more free tickets from my acu next year.Amin..I know that it's not a big of deal for some of u but i went to watch f1 baybeeee....

I am currently really really down.it's not my intention to whine or whatsoever.That's not the reason I made this blog.It's just that it gets to the point that my mind are mostly filled up with thoughts of i'm going to fail and really that's not the best thing to think about.All the works i had done it seems wasted.My results are still as bad as ever.I really need to struggle for my final.One thing I found out about human being or maybe just me is that human could do anything in the world when they are desperate.I have thus used that theory....stressing myself to the max and thinking all the worst things that could happen if i were to fail.Please god let that theory works on me this time around.For a dear friend i know u had read this.....but again cheer up aite.ok I'm certainly not the best person in the world to cheer someone up .

Really can't wait for the 18-20th.I get 2 tickets from my aunt for the grand stand ticket for F1!!!!!!!!!!!First time dpt tgk F1...uisy berdebarnyer.Actually a lil' bit down and worried of my studies.sigh.For a friend who i know that who's having a hard time now and in a period of depression.....as long as u believe in god noone is lonely in this world.Think positive aite .(menggunakan blog spt ym sajer)

I wrote a long entry on last friday on sepet but the genius me closed the window before i submitted the entry so i don't feel like writing another one so here goes... my comment on the movie is that it's a good attempt for a malay movie.Though there's some scene that I didn't really understood but heck maybe i don't have an artistic mind.Went lepaking with my bro today.Gets my mind of things that's bothering me.Met up with my ex-schoolmate ena after so so long last night.It felt good to feel like a schoolgirl once more .Not much to write.Hope to clear off my mind.

I had a great morning....NOT.last night the whole house went out to A n W subang to celebrate myrra's birthday.Had a blast there despite our sleepiness.Came back home around 3 and only got to sleep at 4.Mind u I had lots of classes on thursday so i was kind of worn out.Decided to skip my math class and had a long sleep.Thanx to my neighbours next door the plan failed.I was wide awake angry and confused around 10 with norah jones song blasting as loud as it can .Considering I'm a deepsleeper just imagine how loud it had been.Went down to check wether it's one of my housemate's mp3.To my horror no it's not.Browse through my comp since I can't sleep then they decided to turn off the song.After thanking god went back to sleep.15 minutes later awoke by another track of norah jones.I mean GIMME A BREAK.it's not that i have anything against norah jones but today i have everything agains't her.who the hell cares wether u know or not about arghh whatever.This is referring to norah jones song don't know why.Now i'm wide awake.I mean HELLO Don't they ever heard an invention named headphone.Wow i'm so not a morning person .Going out with my beloved monkeyz to watch sepet.If it turned out to be nice gonna update the blog later in the evening.Till then pray that u don't have a neighbour like mine.Anyway Happy Bithday to the cutey myrra........praying for all the best things ahead of u.....*smooch*
~Bday girl 3rd frm left~

U know sometimes when u had gotten over something......but there's still some kind of different feeling when u took a look back at that something.It somehow felt suffocating and stabbing.When u had started pretending about something till the pretense get too normal u just can't stop pretending....so right now as long as the moment is on u had to keep on pretending the suffocating feeling is actually a happy one.Everyone does it once in a while at least once in their lifetime pretending to be in an emotion they are not.....in short i guess it's the human nature to keep pretending.Afterall i am to one's perception a perfect friend ain't I.
Crazy thoughts~keep it real~

Have u ever felt so so much want to turn back time to 1 hour or 20 minutes earlier from ur present time.I have this feeling now.The xm just now supposed to be an easy paper but just because of 1 simple thing that i had forgot to do it had cost me my passing mark for this paper.Not only that I'm not even confident about my assignment and lab report.aih down nyer.felt like dropping the subject.The worst thing is that I know about this just after I had submitted my paper.#%^($@*^$.aih(mengeluh).The only thing I'm thankful to right now is having such good listener like u patin who also bought me milo ice.sankiu.*mmmuahhhs*And also I'm sure u too cik pu3 if ur here.Now looking forward so much of the return of someone I really wanna meet.....Huda jusoh (aih sgt2 rindu).Arggh better get my mind off all these.Gonna go crazy soon.

Tired.Seriously I'm all drained out of energy.This week in particular had sucked out most of my energy.The week started with the preparation of my math exam which i actually didn't do.So i went to my math exam with knowledge of the chapter only 20% in my brain.It will be quite a miracle if i do pass the paper.After the exam I had to finished up my assignment and lab report of info theory.The lecturers wasn't much of a help but my oh so cute tutor...he's my lifesaver (cair cair) .I rushed with my assignment but only get to finished it up on friday which was yesterday with some help from a source.On thursday the whole house went for our bbq shopping and we bought 200 chickens and lots more in my menu.The bbq was great and lots of fun despite the kekalutan during and b4 the bbq.The bbq started at 8 and we get shooed from the bbq spot at 11 with lots more chicken to be grilled.The chickens are still in my fridge.So all the guests who was left went up to my house....the bad part is the guests had to help up brought all the stuffs up too.After the cleaning up....I only get to sleep at 3 and had to wake up at 7 for the cyber race.Although there were some conflicts at the places i'm on duty at but it's a fun event.
To all my guests for the bbq party thanx all for coming and hope u enjoyed yourself although ayam lambat masak and kene tolong bawak naik stuffs bbq and to those who i missed out on inviting i'm really really sorry .Maybe next time if i could host another bbq insyaAllah i hope i could invite everyone .Oh yeah if anyone wanted the photos for the bbq msg me kay...

~The host la beb~